The Sun is the Archetype of the Hero. Each of our lives is a Story, and although the details of our stories are infinitely varied, the Story itself is the Hero’s Journey. Just because we’re the protagonist of our lives, just because our experience of (little “r”) reality revolves around us, that doesn’t mean that we’re automatically the Hero of our own Story. A Hero is made, not born.
The Sun represents who we truly are, the “Big S” Self, but most of us live from who we think we are—the ego, or the “little s” self. (We’ll meet the “little s” self more formally when we explore Mars.) It’s perhaps the most accurate to say that the Sun represents our potential. As we live our lives, and discover who we are, we have the opportunity to fulfill that potential. The journey of our lives is the Hero’s Journey.
Consider that when Arthur pulled the sword out of the stone, that was only the start of his journey, not the end. Yes, his destiny was obvious (that he would be the rightful King of England), but at the time, he was still just a boy. He had to embark on the Hero’s Journey, learning from teachers and friends, overcoming obstacles and passing tests. Each challenge that he completed increased his power and strength, which was a good thing, because each subsequent challenge was even more difficult.
The first step on the Hero’s Journey is to make the choice to align with the Sun, and to begin the real journey of self-discovery. We ask the question, “Who am I?” and acknowledge our utter ignorance and innocence of the answer. Few people ever have the courage and the strength to genuinely ask the question, and fewer still are willing to discover the answer.
This is a question that we alone can answer, although for most of our lives, we have looked to other people to answer it for us. We define ourselves based on our relationships to other people. We define ourselves in terms of our jobs, or our social status. We define ourselves in terms of the things that we create or the things that we believe, and yet, if we choose to take this journey of discovery, the first discovery we make is that none of these things really matter.
The only guide we have on this journey is our sense of personal integrity.
Personal integrity is more powerful and more subtle than the morals and rules of society. It is an inner compass that we must follow, more exacting than the civil laws that govern us. For most people, personal integrity will keep them within the bounds of society’s laws because most of the laws of society are grounded in integrity. The shift often has to do with the reasons that we obey the laws or choose to behave the ways that we do. As children, we obey the laws because we are told to, and we will be punished if we transgress—whether by our parents, our teachers, or by a Higher Power. We are inculcated with a sense of what is RIGHT and what is WRONG, and given a rudimentary sense of morals and ethics. The more we become aligned with our personal standards of integrity, the more we make choices based solely on what is right or wrong for us, as individuals, even when other people may not agree, approve or understand.
Each time we make one of these choices, we discover another clue, another piece of the puzzle that, once completed, will reveal the answer to the question “Who am I?” Occasionally, it can be quite frustrating because the individual pieces may seem to have little in common, little connection to each other. We must continue, trusting that the longer we follow the path, the more the answer will begin to take shape.
The first part of the Hero’s journey is leaving behind all that is familiar. The Hero must leave his home, his family, his friends, all, in fact, that he knows, and set out alone into the unknown. The fear of letting go of what is familiar is the reason that so few people choose to heed the Call and have the courage to follow the path that leads them to their greatness. And yet, it’s important to realize that while occasionally a literal and physical separation is required, the main part of this journey is within, and the separation is more subtle. As we choose to move into right relationship with the Sun and heed the call to follow our personal standards of integrity, we leave behind our attachments to other people’s opinions. Being true to ourselves becomes more important than pleasing other people, or making them feel comfortable.
The choice is to align ourselves with the “Big S” Self, our true essence. This means letting go of the story and the battles of the “small s” self, the ego, which is the archetype of Mars. We find that we must give up so many of the things that we once wanted. We must give up the small payoffs and petty rewards that we obtain from fighting the battles of Mars. And we’re giving them up for something intangible, mythical and apparently beyond our comprehension, let alone our reach. The Joy of being in integrity with our Self at first seems so thin. At times, it is cold comfort. And yet, the Truth is that it is the only thing of real value in the world.
When we are in right relationship with the Sun, we experience physical vitality and strength. We have abundant health, boundless energy, and infinite joy. We look forward to the challenges and opportunities that life presents, and we have absolute confidence that while these challenges will test our limits, we will always rise to the challenge, master it, and doing so acquire more skills and abilities.
When we are out of alignment with the Sun, we experience lethargy, depression, apathy, and illness. We lack joy, anticipation, or even any pleasure from life. We may long for an escape—this is the call of the Sun—and yet feel trapped by our circumstances.
To begin to connect with the Sun, meditate on some of these questions:
• How do I want to be a Hero?
• What are my personal standards of integrity?
• What are my greatest strengths?
• What inspires me to greatness?
• What are my weaknesses?
• What tests my integrity?
• What is my Authentic Self?
• What is the inauthentic self that I create to please others?










